Received lawyer's letter yesterday. I have to start paying the housing loan. Getting a new house is indeed nice... But the thought of paying for the loan really sucks....

I can feel it.... Feel the load.... Haiz.. I hate liabilities... I want to be free... Of everything...

I suddenly recall the thought of his family.... It's another stressful thing....

Why did I bring so much stressful things to myself? All brought it upon myself.....