Feb has passed very quickly.


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29 Jan 2013


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Happy Birthday Kemp... May you be healthy and happy always....

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原来这句："如果不爱你，就不会和你交往，和你上床." 不够证明有多爱一个人。。。


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我想抹掉那一段记忆。。。


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最近都不下雨了。。太阳出来了。 为何我的心还隐隐作痛？

Ching came back from maternity leave. Went to KTV with Ching. Long time since I sang.. Realised that I lost touch with singing... Awful feeling... Made my stomach pain and bloated when singing and eating together...

A sorry was always too late for him. Be it in the past or now. I remembered he would always say "Too late" whenever I apologised after quarrels... A sorry always too late. A late sorry that he always couldnt accept. 二选一，被落选的感觉，他也不会明白。 我经历了两次。。。。很痛的感觉。。。

努力过，放弃过，再努力过，终于他放弃了我。 Haven ate anything since morning.. I wonder if he cares. I wonder if he still cares about how many panadols I am popping now.. 爱情没有值不值得，只有愿不愿意。

每天都在下雨。。我的心也在下雨。。 Signs of Depression：Loss of appetite, loss of interest in everything, not sleeping well, sucidal thoughts. I think I have it all. Everything I do seems not working. I teach Kemp yet he is not listening. I hope my parents be healthy send them to Louise but doesnt seem very well. I work hard at work but doesnt get rewarded as much as I thought. I begged for him to come back to me but he just wants me out of his life... Does he still remember the things he told me? That he wont share his food and drinks with other people, except for me? That I am as emotional as his mum, will even cry when watching dramas? That he will treat Kemp like his own, take care of him and myself? That he ever commented how cute I was or how silly my actions were? That I was a neat person, filing my own stuff and he needed a person like me?

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