每天都在下雨。。我的心也在下雨。。 Signs of Depression：Loss of appetite, loss of interest in everything, not sleeping well, sucidal thoughts. I think I have it all. Everything I do seems not working. I teach Kemp yet he is not listening. I hope my parents be healthy send them to Louise but doesnt seem very well. I work hard at work but doesnt get rewarded as much as I thought. I begged for him to come back to me but he just wants me out of his life... Does he still remember the things he told me? That he wont share his food and drinks with other people, except for me? That I am as emotional as his mum, will even cry when watching dramas? That he will treat Kemp like his own, take care of him and myself? That he ever commented how cute I was or how silly my actions were? That I was a neat person, filing my own stuff and he needed a person like me?