Sick on a Sat night....

Diarrhoea plus headache... Awful feeling.


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八月未了。九月快到了。和他分手后时间过的很快。他还好吗? 开心吗? 幸福吗? 还想我吗? 还爱我吗? 忙吗? 健康吗?

一大堆问题。。都是我不想知道答案的问题。

好笑吧?

最熟悉的陌生人。 Its amazing how people can turn into strangers overnight. Its
amazing how one can deeply love one 1 minute and love another the next minute.

Love. Always complicated and ever changing every minute.

虽然很渴望爱可是我害怕了也累了。。。


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我需要减肥了。。。
少吃一点吧!


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Life isnt a bed of roses.

Things will not go my way.
However everything happens for a reason...


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语无倫次

"伟, 你的袜子是清洁还是干净的?"

Kemp looked at me and said "isnt both the same meaning?"

I realised and laughed it out... Guess I am too busy recently.... Talk
nonsense...


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Stomach pain... after so long.

Left office at 8pm. Reached home at 9pm. Ate panadol in office. Stomach
was painful when I reached home....

Panadol hurts the stomach... especially pain on empty stomachs.

Busy. Pray hard I can survive through the end of the month. Next month
will be better.


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Hesitant

Supposed to go Genting during the Sep school holidays but now Hesitating...
after the recent bus accident.

Sigh.


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Waste of Time....

I regretted not bringing my work back....
Waste of time now... And gonna slog on Monday :(


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I am probably not good at bringing up kids.  Not a patient person nor a gentle one.
I wonder how Kemp thinks of me.  A fierce one?  A reasonable one?  A talk sense one? Or just someone he fears alot....

I get very upset with myself whenever I stops him from eating.  But his readings are haywired... Whenever I think I have got a very good sense, it just goes haywire.  Whenever I have confidence that the readings will be good, it just does not go my way.  I get so disappointed, so upset.

I have put in my best... and am very tired about it.

I keep wanting to solve everyone's problems but realised I dont have the ability.  I know I am not a superwoman.  But seriously I rather I suffer than to see them suffer.  I rather I go hungry.  I rather I am the one coughing so hard.

A Sat morning... spoiled.

"Today I met some people from the past and I understood that everything
happened for a reason"

I guess I will feel this way... maybe years later?


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最近的生活。

工作很忙。八月只剩最后的星期。感觉很压力。过了八月, 就得忙忙直到放假。

爸爸又在咳嗽了。希望他赶快好。也希望他的身体能强一点。

智伟。身体最近放了 sensor. To monitor his readings 24 / 7 for consecutive 6 days.
To have a guage of how his readings is like throughout the day. I hope the
analysis is good.


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Defensive-ness

爱自己的人就会 defensive.
Because their instinct is to protect themselves first.

I am seldom defensive.


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开玩笑。
有什么资格谈恋爱?


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我想谈恋爱。


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People who left me had a happy life.

Thats probably how jinxed I am..


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My boss came back from maternity leave. Finally got to talk to her today.

Asked me if I got good news for her. If I am still dating the Thai guy.
Asked me if I am seeing anyone now.

NO.

Suddenly feels I am such a disappointment.
Suddenly.... so upset with myself.

I must have disappointed my parents as well....


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My dad's coughing again...
Sigh


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The last bit of money I was left when we parted. It felt like yesterday. I
still could remember what we said.

I keep having a question. The answer should be a yes. But then again, the
question is not important anymore.....

I still keep that bit of money holding some hope. But then I think I should
wake up....


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From BKK. The last thing I bought with him.
I was looking for it and I found it. It was like dreams come true.

People who know me will know what I liked about the wallet. The golden zip.
I still... have not changed.


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Days passed weeks passed months passed.
All too quickly.

I am still leading the usual life.
I get older as days passed. More worries more stress about work and
everything else.

Always feel like blogging but seriously speechless. Hence the lesser blogging.

I am getting quieter by the day....
I dont dream of him these days. I avoid talking about him. But no matter
what I do he still remains vividly in me. The pain still hurts. And its as
though all that happened just yesterday.


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Finally

Package tour to Taiwan finally booked.
8D7N in Oct.
A long trip.... finally.


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Months passed by very fast...
一个月又一个月了。。。
好快。。。


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今天是七夕情人节。

情人节快乐。。。。。。


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Half holidays passed and gone.

Getting lazy... Haven touched The work that I have brought home... Sigh.

The year is coming to an end. The things I want to do.... Not sure if I
can complete...

Tmr will be a good day.


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The start of long weekends.... Hope we will all be happy....

I miss the food in BKK... and also him.
Something hidden very hard and deep down.


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又开始了。。。。请快点结束吧。。。


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自己跟自己加油打气。
给自己勇气。


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Feeling moody because tmr lesson is cancelled....


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AMPED - Singapore First Trampoline Park

I love these jumps!!!!!


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Sleepless night.... I think its the bubble tea.
:(


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