不舒服

这几天，感觉不舒服，感觉怪怪的。

星期天的下午，吃了午餐后，感觉到想吐，头晕晕的。肚子是不舒服的。。

星期一。 拿了病假。女人病。顺便看了医生拿了喉咙痛和失声的药。

星期二。到了公司就伤风了。鼻子折腾了我一整天。下午吃了饭后，感觉和星期天一样，想吐头晕。。可是这次肚子不疼。。

星期三。因为晚上睡不好，起来的时候很累。拿了半天回家休息。本来想睡一下子然后去带智伟。可是一睡就睡到六点。。起来的时候好累哦。。。

现在感觉还是怪怪的。肚子很多风。。。

真的老了。不认老都不行了。

就算外表看起来不老，可是身体真的跑不掉， 不如从前了。

真的得好好照顾自己。

Sick...

Down with a cold.  The worst thing that happened in the afternoon was that I felt nausea and giddy after lunch.... It was after food!  

Omg... Scary... I dunno what happened... Stomach didnt ache.... I only felt slightly better after burping. 

What is happening...... 

:(( 

Its gonna to be May soon.. Time passes real fast.  

Just got the property agent to come my house last Saturday.  Officially appointed him to sell my house.  

We will be saying goodbye soon, in another say 5-6 months.  May seem long but time passes fast.... 

In life, partings are inevitable.  Be it humans or non-living things.... We all have to say goodbye one day.... Nothing is forever. 

今天 MC 了。 女人病，痛。。

It comes and go..... 

Colourful.... Has served us for 10 over years.  

新的来了，旧的。。就得让路了。

Sorry Colourful.... But thanks Colourful.... 

涨风，肚痛，想吐，头晕。

又来了。。。

I think.... I have to quit coffee for good. 

Poor Keane.   Down with a cough.  He was moaning and moaning the whole day at my house.... Cute but still poor thing..... Hope he successfully passed the virus to me..... So that he will recover faster...... Poor didi.... :(

我今晚应该是累死他们了。。。

:((

I am stressed.  I am lousy....... And scared and slow and...... 

In My newest newest addition....

朋友，生日快乐！祝你幸福快乐，家庭美满！

I used to be gulliable.

Now maybe too.  But I begin to be skeptical.  Begin to suspect people's words actions motives intentions.... 

So tired of living like that... 

I am overloaded...... Help...... 

失望后是绝望。

绝望让一个人或许看开点。。。

所以绝望有时候不是一件坏事。

朋友不需要太多，一位好的就够了。

谢谢你。

Dad seems happy today.... Not sure if its because of Blackie..... 

他们开心最重要。

Information Overload.....

突然很头痛。

我是不是自己找麻烦。。。。？

My Sunday before the Long Weekend ends....

Woke up early.  Went cycling.  Long time since I exercised since I stopped swimming... It was a long way to my new place.... Saw the morning sun, it shines into my kitchen and part of the master bedroom.  

Hmm.... I am going to get the best solar shields!! 

Then went Taman Jurong Market to get lunch for my family.... Yummy charsiew rice... The sky was dark when I was cycling back home.... Lucky it didnt rain.... 

My legs are aching now... Lolol.

Anxious excited about next week... Hahaha.... I am getting Blackie next week... Oooohhhh.... I need to decorate Blackie too.... Hahaha.... 

These prawns must be damn yummy....

I finally completed my task!! 

Omg!! But..... Yeah..... And monies monies going out........ 

好久没有打从心底笑了。

Nice shot - Keane and Grandma

Dinner at The Equinox at Swissotel

I simply love..... The view from this place. Photos taken at night are dark especially faces.... Food are expensive..... Incurred a total bill of $166 after the 50% discount... If not it could have been $300 plus.... Lol.... 

Indulgence... Once in a blue moon.  

Last of all, ended with a photo in the toilet..... 

原来当爱情没有了，就只剩罪恶感。

人啊人，真的好肤浅。

一种罪恶感。

人生的路上，我学会自己承担一切。

在失落的时候，自己就逃离这世界。

暂时避开。暂时逃脱。呼吸一下。

我学会一个人自己走下去。。。

I just refuse to look at his tuition homework or school homework or whatever..... Refuse to look at him. 

I am tired.  Really tired. 

It makes me look bad when I am the strict one and he has somebody to stick to when he is in the wrong.  Tired of them not understanding me and standing by me. 

Nobody really understand how much I put in this home.  How much efforts.  How much hard work.  How much worrying.  How much how much.... Or how much scarifices..... Nobody really knows..... 

Monday Blues as usual..... Today's blues is accompanied by the leg ache.....

Monday is over.  Fast enough....

This week is a short week.... 

I am feeling mentally tired..... Thinking that my efforts would never be appreciated and nobody ever knows how much hard work I put into my family.... Nobody really knows. 

I am just a strict Auntie and a fierce woman in the eyes of other people.... 

Woke up early for tomb sweeping on a Sunday morning..... Legs still aching after the climb on Friday.... 

Went to a few places.... And there was traffic jam.... End up reach home at only about 2pm.  

Really a long morning.  And a tired and sunny one.  Lucky a long weekend is coming.... And I am looking forward to that.... Jiayou.... 

Teambuilding 2014

Me and Elmo were supposed to organise the teambuilding this year.... Had sort of volunteered very early in the year..... 

But then now.... As though fated.... We dont have to organise now!  Just when we both would be very busy during that period and we were worried that we wont be able to attend...... This good thing happened! I am so glad! 

One stressful thing off my shoulder!  Yeah!! 

Although my legs were aching.... But I am happy to see the Auntie who dotes on Kemp very much at the coffeeshop just now..... 

Heard she got a stroke few weeks back... Super upset when I heard that... But I saw her today recovering well... She was taking a walk at the coffeeshop although she was on MC. 

Am happy. 

Glad that My legs were aching so I would choose to go back home for a simple dinner at the coffeeshop.  So that I could see her.  So that I could be happy.

Little things make me happy. :)

Fire Drill

Walked down the stairs from 46th floor today.  OMG!!

My legs were so wobbly thereafter..... Felt so tired.... Lacking exercise!!

My legs are still aching now.... Seriously aching.  They say it will be worse tmr!! 

I am scared when I see stairs now..... 

Today my body feels weird and weak.... Strange feeling suddenly unknowingly... Not sure what is happening...... 

Sleep early so that Today ends faster.... 

亲爱的姐妹，生日快乐！永远快乐！！

Too many choices.... I am confused.  Think I need to do my research.... Properly. 

But I kinda like the feeling when in the driver's seat.... I kinda have control... I kinda feels.... Free.  

I will complete this task.... Soon. 

Feeling Confused over the choices.... But we had a good tea-breaking! Yummylicious!!

Nervous about tmr.... Not sure why.... Maybe scared of my impulsiveness.... 

Actually he isn't chubby.... He is just cute!

Changes

Just a few years ago, I probably would not have made this decision as I preferred to be chaffeured around. 

But cannot imagine a few years later, I would make this decision to be the chaffeur. 

Circumstances mould a person. 

Bangkok

Gosh!  I miss the shopping and food!!! 

Hope I have a chance to go before the year ends!! 

Thursdays

I do the same thing every Thursday.

Hang out outside after dinner waiting to fetch Kemp from his tuition class.... Then rush home, accompany him to finish his school homework... 

Stupid teacher.  Why must give homework every Thursday? Arghh.. 

I hope everything is okay..... 

1 Apr - April's Fool

Woke up early for work today.  

Stomachache whilst on the train.  Then started to cold sweat.  Then my eyes became blurry.... Wanted to tahan till office but decided to alight at Tiong Bahru... 

Couldn't really walk properly... Felt that my legs didn't belong to me... And I think I looked pale. 

Stomach stopped aching... But I was still feeling weak.  Took taxi home..... 

Diarrhoea.... Stomach feels pain.  

Fear of the about-to-blackout feeling.... Scary.