Stress Part II

This is really taking a toll on me... 

I really wanted to go destress yesterday, wanted to go KTV with YP at night.  But I dunno why, I had diarrhoea after breakfast and was feeling weak and terrible the whole afternoon.  Didnt have appetite for dinner... I weighed myself at night - I lost 1kg immediately. 

I was looking forward to destressing.  I needed 1 badly... 

I dunno when all these is going to end... Before it ends, I already feels like ending myself.  

Tired.  Really tired.  I just want to keep sleeping and stay in my room not doing anything not needing to face anything.... And now I dont even feel hungry... Not in the craving for any food at all.  

This is upsetting.. I dont crave for food...