I am the only one who is not asleep yet.... Mum has fell sick... Kemp slept early.  Dad has fell asleep too although we reached home at the same time.... 

I hate to be the one who sleep the last.... 

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I think I have to work hard in finding a partner.... Looking at all my friends... I feel alone and lonely.  I have to step out of my own world..... 

But looking at the outside world now... I am scared I will be cheated mad, given the me now.  Somehow nobody can be trusted.... Especially guys.....