Time alone with Keane

Lunch alone with Keane. 

Kemp's parents took Kemp out.  Mum and Dad went TTSH visit the uncle.  

I am alone at home with Keane..... Nice Sunday!!  He just keeps laughing..... At each and every small thing.... Lol!!! 

Housewarming Party 30 May 2015

The fried rice with silver fish and wasabi prawn balls are nice.... Well, thats the only food I ate from the buffet catering... Didnt really eat thereafter... Was busy looking after the kids... And walking up and down.... And etc.... 

I am so tired..... I think I can sleep for 2 days.  I am so glad that Monday is a public holiday.  I hope 2 days of rest are enough for me.  

I am so glad that this housewarming is over.  Fulfilled my parents' wish.  

Friday

Morning went swim.  The pool was quite empty... Happy.. Din really bear to stop swimming.... If I known I will be so into swimming, I would have considered buying a EC.... 

Thereafter went to buy stuff at JP.  Bought tissue paper, 5 packs of packet drinks... 2 cans of Longan and etc... 

Carried all the way to the taxi stop... Met a irritating taxi driver... He was driving so slowly..... I think worse than me. 

At that moment, I wish I had taken Blackie out.... If so, I wouldnt have need to carry such heavy stuff and walked a distance to the taxi stand and met the irritating driver..... 

Cleaned my house after lunch... And went out at 5 plus to buy dinner and more stuff.... 

Finally resting now.... I cant wait for tmr to end..... Get over it and done with... 

Longg Weekend!

Yeah!  Start of my long weekend!  

But today is cleaning house day.... 😓😓

Tmr is my housewarming... Got to get things ready.... 

I dunno why I have been feeling so sleepy these days.... When I sleep at 10pm everyday.... And wake up at the normal time.  

Sigh. 

I guess..... Everything REALLY happens for a reason. 

让我对它不可能再有任何眷恋。因为它再也不会回来了。。。

如果只有六个月的时间。。你会想做什么？

By the time you will be so weak that no matter what you wish to do, you wont have the energy to do.... 

Its a bad habit... That I really want to get rid of... And Never to look back again. 

膝盖又痛了。。好辛苦啊！

Sunday with Keane

Very naughty, cheeky and stuborn boy! 

又爱又恨。

Missing....

Char Kway Teow of Ang Mo Kio - The Before and After

explorer Kids!

Finally went into explorer Kids today! 

The playground is sooo fun! 

Finally satisfied my Jap food craving! 

Its been so many days!! 

刘青云

Started following him recently... I quite like what he writes. 

19 May 2015 - IC's 2nd daughter arrived!

Congratulations!!!  Went to visit them yesterday.... Happy. 

I heard Wanjing's voice over the radio... Daddy of 2.  I think its him.  Age and voice sounds the same.... 

Suddenly recalled the past.... I forgot most, only remembered he is related to Weiling.. I Also forgot the things he did to me..... 

The past.... Part of growing up. 

New Mahjong Set!

I have a new mahjong table, mahjong tiles and mahjong chips! 

From my 姑妈！

Dad is especially proud of the gift... And the gifts came before the Housewarming party.... 

Saturday. Back to my usual routine. Yeah! 

Now its time to organise my Housewarming.... Lucky I went to book the common area downstairs.... Now I think we will be using it.... Though not my preference....

Finally exams are over! 

I feel relieved!!  This is the first time I am doing exams revision with Kemp... So tired and stressed.... 

Round 2. Almost over.

Almost done with his revision.  

Its the last lap.  What I can do for him, I have done my best. 

Finally time to myself.  Swimming time. 

Round 1. Finally over.

Today spent the whole day revising with Kemp.... Now then I realised... Primary schoolwork is really tough!!!  Yes I know it is not easy as our generation... But I din expect it to be so difficult!!!  OMG

And I still have not figured out how the stupid "Internal Transfer" of Maths works.... Duhzzzz

And I only realised... His tuition homework is really tough.... I should really consider changing his tuition teacher...... 

Weekends Burnt!

With stomach attack yesterday and Kemp's exams...... Sigh.

😣😣😣

Very little things can make me smile these days.... Only for the radio every morning and of course, my favourite, yummy food..... 

I guess.... Many things are not within my control.... Many things doesnt work the way you want when you put in effort.... 

I have to learn to let it go.... 

我真的好累。。不知道还可以撑多久。。。

Kemp did it again. 

I am really tired, disappointed and upset..... 

Menses cramp plus stomach pain.... Dunno what is what.... Faints.... 

Although feeling unwell today, I still went to Kemp school to take over Dad's duty... And ran around to run errands... 

Didnt really rest.  Didnt take a nap in the afternoon although I didnt really sleep last night.... 

I am tired.  Really tired. This is more tiring than working.... 

I really really hate her. I hope she will die soon.....

I never never hated someone so much... I really hope she will die.  Accident or sick... Just go and die.  Seriously no point living on when you are giving people so many problems.... 

Giving your own in laws, your own husband, your own family, your own sister so much problems.... And nobody really really likes you... I dont care how good you look on the outside.... But to me, you SUCKS!!!! 

Just seriously go and die.... I really hate you.  Stop giving us so many problems... I can suck it up myself with the problem you give me.  But the problems you are giving Dad I really HATE IT!  

I want them to retire happily.  I cannot do that when you are around!!!! GO AND DIE!!!!! 

Heartbreaking. Disappointed. Tired...

Recent upsets are because of Kemp..

I was happier these days.. I thought the controls I had in place was working and Kemp was following... Until today.  

First in the morning... He lied to me that he finished all his homework and wanted to play his Ipad.  But I found that he still had his homework in his drawer.... 

Then at night... I realised he was playing the game on his Iphone.  He was not supposed to have the game on his phone.  I had restrictions enabled and disabled downloading applications function.  

I asked him how did he do it.  He said his friend taught him.... His friend forced him to go to the game and do something for him and blah..... 

I really really dunno to believe him or not... He has disappointed me with his lies recently... 

I am tired of it... Really tired. I believed in him more than I trust my Mum.  And he has to disappoint me.  I dont know if my old habit is back, expecting too much of him, expecting too much of a kid. 

我真的很累。

Today's Breakfast!

I only eat this kind of egg.... Which cannot be found outside..... 😓😓

Its kind of interesting to re-read my own blog.... And recalled what happened one year ago on the same day and exclaimed to myself "OMG its been a year!!!"

My Results - Cabonara & Macroni in Soup.... Too high in carbohydrates!!

Cooking starts today!!!