Heartbreaking. Disappointed. Tired...

Recent upsets are because of Kemp..

I was happier these days.. I thought the controls I had in place was working and Kemp was following... Until today.  

First in the morning... He lied to me that he finished all his homework and wanted to play his Ipad.  But I found that he still had his homework in his drawer.... 

Then at night... I realised he was playing the game on his Iphone.  He was not supposed to have the game on his phone.  I had restrictions enabled and disabled downloading applications function.  

I asked him how did he do it.  He said his friend taught him.... His friend forced him to go to the game and do something for him and blah..... 

I really really dunno to believe him or not... He has disappointed me with his lies recently... 

I am tired of it... Really tired. I believed in him more than I trust my Mum.  And he has to disappoint me.  I dont know if my old habit is back, expecting too much of him, expecting too much of a kid. 

我真的很累。