Sunday with Keane

Finally heard him talking... Saying a few words slowly..... Good boy!! 

But realised he is a super temperamental boy.... Seeing him reminds me of myself.  Lol

The sunset

我的嘴真的不甜。。

Chance.... Opportunity.

I have been in this job for about 13 years.... And still counting.  

All these years, I have been grateful to my boss for giving me chances, trusting me and of course, promoting me.  

This time of the year.  It is appraisal time again.  I write the same stuff everytime, sometimes finding it hard to justify my rank and salary.  

I heard rumour that my Big Boss is stressing my boss to ask us to take on cases (become a RM).  Well, I saw it coming just didnt expect it to be so fast (I guess I just didnt want to face it...).  

And so now, I am in a dilemma again.  

I have always had that option open to me.  All these years, I just dont have the courage to take it.  If the rumour is true, Big Boss is giving us 2 choices, to stay put and our B might get cut.  To move up and salary and B will increase.... 

Its kind of forced.  But then again, I am not sure how much of it is true.  My boss haven talk to me. And most importantly, I am at the crossroads again.  

This time, I have an inclination to move up but all my fears are pulling me back... But then again, I am in need of money and my intention is to get my Dad to retire early and I need money to do that.... 

Duh... Dunno what to do.... 

16 Nov 2015

Mr KLJ.  I might not have known him personally but having served his company for as long as I have been working, I felt a sense of grief when I saw news of his passing.  Rest in Peace. 

You.... Somehow caught my eye.

Happy One Year!!!

I shifted last year on this date. 

Happy one year!  Time flies.... Its been a year already. 

Public Holiday - Deepavali

Went shopping today.  Didnt buy alot of things but were good enough for a retail therapy.  Mum bought alot of clothes, hope she is happy.  

But I still want to do more shopping!! Not enough! 

Once a year de Christmas Tree is up again.... So surprising to see that at my office this morning...... 

Its the end of the year...... Again. 

I feel... Time really flies.

Too fast for me to catch on anything. 

Tiring week

Although I only worked for 3 days this week, but I felt so tired as though I worked for a full 5 days week. 

Wednesday went back office but was shot with a bomb. It was a threaten cum complaint case.  Client was complaining and angry and things just did not move here.  Sigh.  Now I understand why Boss said that we had no ownership of the things that we do.... I realised everyone has got this bad habit.  It was just a matter of whose taiji skills were better.... 

Thursday was tired too because I did not sleep well the night before and my cold came back in the office.  Headache plus cold.  Plus all the irritating stuff and I had to delay my own work.  My poor RM was rushing out the work herself... I felt so guilty. 

Friday.  My leave cover came back office.  Lucky she was back.  I put in all my effort to help my own RM.  And it also ended up going back late.  

I missed the KTV on Thursday.  Oh, how I missed KTV... Long time I had not went and I wanted so badly to go.... 

At 8pm taking the bus back home.

The bus is not crowded at all. 

Today there is a bomb at work. And the bomb led to staying back at work... Sigh. 

The worst thing. The bomb is not mine, just covering for somebody else.... Super irritating. 

Thank you for your wishes.  It has made my day ended on a good note. 

My Birthday Dinner!

Homecooked by my parents! 

Though it looks pathetic for a birthday dinner, but this chicken rice is my parents' signature dish! 

The chicken rice is cooked by my mum and its the only thing she is good at... 

The chicken may look simple... But the cucumbers with the sauce beneath is superbly delicious!!! 

I really love this!  A good ending to my day! Thanks for the dinner and thanks everyone for their wishes!!! 

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to myself! 

I wish for my parents, my 2 nephews, myself and people I love to be healthy always!! 

I looked at my birthday post last year.  Last year, this day, I was busy preparing to shift house.... And time really flies, I have shifted to my new house for nearly a year!! 

I am grateful for the things I have.  Close family and friends who loves me dearly.  

I am a person who has alot of shortcomings, fiery and temperamental temper, stern face, not-so-fun or funny person to hang out with, not-so-knowledgeable person to talk to, not-so-pretty or cute person to want to get close to.   

Hence I am grateful for my fun-loving colleagues whom I meet everyday at work, my few BFFs that I know will always be there for me, my parents who always cook dinner for me and my 2 nephews who always keep me company during my weekends.  

Although I know that most people think that there is a huge part missing in my life, but because of my instinct to protect myself, I have not been trying to find that part.  I believe "You gain some, you lose some".  I have gained so much and so I have to lose some, so let this part be missing so that I wont lose more.  

As usual, today I am on leave.  Did nothing much.  But I am happy enough. Happy enough to be still breathing, see my beloved family members around me. 

Happy Birthday to me.