June

大半年过去了。

Life.

 

Everyone has their life and destiny. 

Not as if you can control everything. 

Let go and you will be free. 

1st Time VIP

Lucky with my colleague's help yesterday, I managed to get my VIP seat at the Mayday Concert!! 

Yes!! I am going for their concert on the 1st day! So happy that I got the tickets! 

Wanted to go for the 2nd day too.. But after thinking and some hesitation, I decided not to go... Well, 1 should be enough right?!  Hopefully... 

Before Sleep

如果他能和我一起去看五月天的演唱会，那该多好啊。。。

Emo Medicine

 

And this is the medicine that Louise gave me.... 

Bingo

Went to see Louise just.  Picked up Zhiwei's medicine and also see her for myself. 

What she said about me really made me surprised.  She says I am stressed emotionally, depressed, 容易紧张。 

Hence my stomach recurrence and my daily tiredness no matter how early I go to bed... 

How true is that. 

Depressed and 容易紧张。  

Nothing perks me up, no matter how much retail therapies I do. 

Just a medical report of my Dad makes me sleepless.  Just my Mum's cough makes me paranoid. A slight attitude of Kemp makes me flare up like nobody's business. 

I really think too much.  

She gave me a medicine that is good for de-stress and depression. 

又来了。。

又不舒服了。。肚子又胀了了。

不知道是不是酸的食物。。还是那番茄。。

蓝天白云

 

Regrets.

 

True

 

Thats very true..... 

I tend to think of things I would like it to happen.... Especially thinking before sleep.... 

好久不 “觉”

I cannot believe I am feeling nervous now..... Duh.... 

And so, I didnt go.  

And it was just a showflat viewing.

Cannot imagine if it was a blind date... 

😞😞  I think I really dont have a chance of being attached again..... Sigh. 

Rainy Saturday Night

Woke up early.  Prepared to go swimming.  Wanted to try cook Mac and Cheese for lunch.  But Keane was coming over with the Dad, so I packed Four Fingers for lunch for them.  

Keane was good today.  Played with Kemp and Kemp also happily entertained him.... 

We had our naps.  Woke up and we decided to go Hai Di Lao for dinner. 

Keane was well behaved today.  He ate and played.. 

A happy day out. 

Raining at night.  Cosy Saturday night.... 

他们偶尔迟到，但一定会到。

五月天的新歌。

偶像。永远。

Never fail to disappoint me. 

The lyrics.  Hit right on the nail. 

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Fn7NLWHJw4s&feature=youtu.be

Married VS Singles

结婚，有老公，有小孩。 回家陪家人是真的。

单身，没老公，没小孩。回家陪家人就是假的。

旧家

Went back my old house for dinner today.  Alighted at Chinese Garden MRT and walked the way back home.  Long time since I took the route.... Alot of changes around my house.  

Places change.  But yet I am still not changing... 

The same old me. 

星期三的下午

Feeling sleepy....

Feeling empty.....

I am single....

 

Mondays

Usually tired on Mondays.  But today feeling refreshed.... 

My leave cover gave birth already.  Start to cover her maternity leave.  Happy for her!  Happy motherhood!! 

Enjoy peanut-ing! 

Retail Therapy

And yes... my retail therapy done for today.

And YES... I did alot of shopping.....

Spent about $300 plus??
OMG....

And so... the Ban Mee at Bugis dont sell on Saturdays liao..... :(

Friday Night

Went out shopping with colleagues.  Last minute decision.  Good decision as I didnt feel like going home too....

Went Orchard.  Walked around.  Had Four Fingers for dinner.  But didnt buy anything.....

But I think I need retail therapy.  I am going for facial tomorrow.  I think I will be crazily buying stuff..........

你过度牺牲自己，也不会带给大家幸福。

Whatever happens, its your reaction that decides the ending. 

Only you yourself can cheer yourself up and make yourself happy.

我激动了， 我爆发了，终于大哭了一场。

Not infront of them.. But behind the door.

把我的压力，重担，都哭出来了。

真的有一瞬间，我真的很想开窗跳下去， 一了百了。

我累了。想睡了。

Study days.  Kemp's exams next week.  Need to study with him.  Sigh. 

I dont really like it.  Cos it just shows lack of discipline on his side.. but whatever. 

I am also sick.  Fever cough and sore throat.. Sigh the weather is killing.

Especially feels for my dad.  He has to endure the hot weather... He was also sick last week.. Had me so worried. 

The more I want to control things, the more it gets out of my control. 

After many weeks of discussions and guessing.. it has all been finalized last Friday.  TTL's room is confirmed to be fixed beside CCL and we are all shifting our seats.

And after our recommended seating arrangement which has been approved, we have decided on a date to shift, which is next Friday, 6 May. 

And I am getting my desired sea view corner window seat.  Yeah!! Happy and excited!  Something to look forward to.  Something to feel happy about out of those mundane stuff. 

Sunday 1 May 2016

2nd day of the long weekends.  No plans for today.  But Mum is down with cough.  Intend to cook macroni soup for her later.... Getting easily paranoid these days... I hope its nothing serious. 

Saturday 30 Apr 2016

Been 2 weeks since we saw Keane.  Finally Dad didnt have mahjong and so, we brought Keane over to start our long weekends...

Dad cooked curry fishhead for lunch.  Keane has his afternoon nap after lunch.  Wanted to bring him either to East Coast for cycling or Downtown East for play.  But it rained heavily.  So we just went Clementi Mall for dinner....

Although Keane misbehaved during dinner but overall it was a good day out with him.