Goodbye My Friend

 

 

My Dad's friend for over 20 years.  

His memories as well as our family's. 

Our Chinese New Years are never without it.  Different groups of people packing in it. 

Dad's retiring.  So is it.  Goodbye my friend.  I will miss you.  You are part of my growing up memories.  

Gathering with the Guys

Dinner with JP and Gaius yesterday.  

Long time since I met them... 

Very happy to catch up with them.  

Although its been a long time since we met and talked, but it wasn't weird or anything... 

Cannot really describe my relationship with these 2 guys.  We dont really hide anything from one another..... 

Dad's retirement... Here finally But

Something that I have been planning for... 

Dad's retirement.  

Dad is working till end Aug.  Finally. 

Really cannot bear him to carry those heavy stuff and do his delivery everyday, braving the strong sun and heavy rains. 

Yeap the day is finally here but here comes my pressure too.... My stress level suddenly increases... Dad not working means I have to give him money every month.  

Means zero savings.  Means more thrifty life for me.  Means..... Sigh. 

But I guess this is overall going to be good.... Even it means harder for myself.  But thinking of him just going for his daily breakfast with his friends and coming back to home to his afternoon nap everyday means I dont have to worry about him braving the sun and rain outside. 

Im sure its gonna be good. 

Everything happens for a reason

我看到了。我好像应该早就知道这件事的。

朋友们应该都知道了。。只是没有人敢告诉我吧。

早就应该放下的事。

以后都不用再幻想，不用再抱着希望。

是时候了。

我想好好地活下去。为自己而活。

最近，太多压力，让我的身体负荷不了。

一点一点小毛病慢慢都出来了。。

Dont look at me.....

 

My friend... On a Saturday night. 

All around me....

 

Saturday Morning

Because of the game, Kemp initiated the walk to Chinese/Japanese Garden.  

And so, we went after breakfast, about 10am.  

My legs are aching now. 

Pikachuuuu!!!

 

I started.... Pokemon Go

 

Holiday... Over.

National Day's holiday is over. 

I am on leave tmr but not for play or relax.  Its Kemp's doctor appointment.  Since begining of the year, have not been coping well with Kemp.  Scoldings, quarrels happening more and more frequent.  Raising a kid is so difficult.  Or rather its not the raising, its the teaching part.  Dunno why I have to face all these when I am not married, and I dont even have a partner to share these sorrows with. 

So tired mentally facing these at home that I rather go work.  When I am at home, I stay in my own room.  Seriously tired.  

Slacking and slacking.  Not even going for my weekly swim.  Chasing my hundred eposides of Korean drama.  

Sigh.  Looking at myself like this makes me disappointed too.  Going to be 35 soon and yet I am still doing nothingg about my own life.  No motivation.  No 'push' factors. 

I should be doing tons of things at this year, given my single status and my financial ability.  But no... Doing nothing at all. 

Tired is all I feel now. If I dont even feel like going home, there is really nowhere I can go..... 

Post.... Syndrome.

Feeling blueeee since Friday night ended.... The post mayday concert syndrome. 

五月天演唱会

开始了。结束了。

我最爱的偶像。

永远的五月天。

 

 

 

Finally! After all the queuing....

 

等待

 

等待在外头的蓝天

五月天

终于。明天就是了！

我又是一个人去。就算一个人，我还是要去。

我说过，不能因为没人陪我去，我就放弃看他们演唱会。

开心。我也放假了，就为了五月天。

我来了！