Holiday... Over.

National Day's holiday is over. 

I am on leave tmr but not for play or relax.  Its Kemp's doctor appointment.  Since begining of the year, have not been coping well with Kemp.  Scoldings, quarrels happening more and more frequent.  Raising a kid is so difficult.  Or rather its not the raising, its the teaching part.  Dunno why I have to face all these when I am not married, and I dont even have a partner to share these sorrows with. 

So tired mentally facing these at home that I rather go work.  When I am at home, I stay in my own room.  Seriously tired.  

Slacking and slacking.  Not even going for my weekly swim.  Chasing my hundred eposides of Korean drama.  

Sigh.  Looking at myself like this makes me disappointed too.  Going to be 35 soon and yet I am still doing nothingg about my own life.  No motivation.  No 'push' factors. 

I should be doing tons of things at this year, given my single status and my financial ability.  But no... Doing nothing at all. 

Tired is all I feel now. If I dont even feel like going home, there is really nowhere I can go.....