小孩真难教

Tremendous stress.  Teaching a kid is really not easy.  Facing it alone makes it worse. 

Maybe I am expecting too much of him.  Maybe I am independent, so I expect him to be the same.  Maybe Maybes... 

If I happen to meet the one in my life, would he be disappointed if I said I dont want to have kids?  

Seeing the kids grown out of people's hands and comparing to the one out of my hands, I came to realise that Maybe I am not good at raising/teaching kids. 

生小孩。 我怕。

以前怕痛，怕丑。

现在怕难教。。。