Saturday, November 26, 2016

Study

Just finished studying my Korean. 

Yeah I have started my Korean Language Class.  Gone for 2 weeks of lessons.  This is an intensive class, 3 hours of class every Sunday.  After the first class, I felt like giving up.  But yet, I looked forward to the 2nd class.  After the 2nd class, I felt like giving up again.  

But yet, tonight I revised and studied for the spelling test this Sunday.  

Lol.  Not sure what reactions I am having... I want to test myself, to see if I am still in a study mood.  

Wish me luck.  I hope I persevere and finish this class. 

Tuesday, November 22, 2016

Home Alone

Home alone.  Just me myself and me. 

Kemp, Mum and Dad are not at home now. 

Seldom I am alone at home.  Very seldom I have this kind of quiet. 

Yes, the peace and quiet is something I want after so much unhappiness at home... But realising that you are alone in the house... alone in this world... is kinda sad. 

Friday, November 11, 2016

Reading. Finally.

 

Tsum Tsum Craze

 

Thursday, November 03, 2016

Happy Birthday to me

Happy Birthday to myself. 

This year was full of emotional rollercoasters.  Moods up and down. 
Overly stressed. 

Needed alot of consolation and thinking-through.  Which only me myself can give to myself.  It has been hard. 

Not sure if the future would be better.  I only know I have to be strong if not for myself also for the people who are dependent on me. 

Doing things alone and spending alot of time on myself has become part of my life routine.  I think its pretty hard to accommodate another person. 

I am 34 years old this year.  

Wednesday, November 02, 2016

The least...

The least I can give myself is 2 days of leave.  I need and I must...