Happy Birthday to me

Happy Birthday to myself. 

This year was full of emotional rollercoasters.  Moods up and down. 

Overly stressed. 

Needed alot of consolation and thinking-through.  Which only me myself can give to myself.  It has been hard. 

Not sure if the future would be better.  I only know I have to be strong if not for myself also for the people who are dependent on me. 

Doing things alone and spending alot of time on myself has become part of my life routine.  I think its pretty hard to accommodate another person. 

I am 34 years old this year.