Sads

I missed the gathering today.  I was so so looking forward.  It is not often that we meet up.  So looking forward that I already felt anxious and excited this morning.  Till the point that my stomach acted up.  

But I was still going to go even if stomach acted up.... But then, my another old ailment had to come find me, last minute.  

Arghh!  So angry with myself! I missed the whole lot of them so much, especially Andrew.  He just got married recently.  Thought I could finally see him..... 

Sigh.