My Journey

Starting this journey at this age.. It was not something I wanted and expected. 

It was almost a push factor for me.  Someone beside me wanted to do it and so I was also pushed to it.  

Although I was later than YP, I finally started now.  

It was torturing at first.  It was pain, tight and I couldnt understand why I wanted to put myself through this at this age. 

And yes, I am totally in my comfort zone. Wouldnt move if I had a choice. 

I almost gave up during the first day.  I really wanted to relieve myself of the pain fast and quick and I couldnt hold on for another day. 

After talking to YP last night, I felt better.  She went through the pain.  I thought it was a case of my more complicated case.  But maybe not. 

After seeing Louise this morning, I felt better.  She said she can help me relieve the muscles so that it wont be so painful.  

I have to hold on and not give up.  Like my case now, I dont have a choice.  I dont have a choice of going back to what it was already.