我是胆小鬼

I may look cool, daring, not nervous or anxious about anything (just as what my colleagues say about me), but in actual fact, I get nervous, anxious very easily.  Just that I dont show it on my face, or maybe I am slow in reacting, 慢三拍。

I get scared easily.  I get scared at negative news.  I get scared when my parents feel unwell.  I get scared when my body is weird.  

I get scared easily but yet I dont share with other people.  Or rather, nobody to share with.  

Somehow in this sense, I feel I am pathetic. 开心，没人分享。 伤心，难过，紧张，也没人分担。

可怜的人。