为什么最近只看到自己没有的，却看不到自己拥有的。。。

Feel down.. very down. Feeling inferior

Feel down today.  M. came early this month.  Supposed to go Shalley house today for gathering but didnt go.  Saw photos of them - her house looks nice, they look good.  

Envious. All my around-my-age friends all seems to have some sort of achievements - family, kids, career, money. 

But here I am, still staying with my family, still single, still fighting with hairloss, pimples, poor health, stressed with job role, anxious with money, worrying about everything and anything.  Life feels the same and sometimes even worse. 

I know I shouldnt say or feel this.  I know there are people worse off.  比上不足，比下有余。I know there are things I ought to be feeling thankful for… 

But still, Tired of everything.  

Spending money recently.. after a long period of 省钱 mode.  I see my credit card bill - I got a shock… 不知不觉… 

Sunday

Sunday.  Shopping with Mum. 

Nearly din go out today cos I wasnt feeling too well - drank flu powder and napped abit.  

Managed to go for the BHG sale.  The discount were quite alot - happy although I spent quite abit…. 

Happy Father’s Day

My father is the one in my family that cooks for us, buy lunch / dinner for us. 

He is also the one whom drives us around. 

Happy Papa’s Day.  I hope good health for you. He has been coughing these days, as usual, I am worried again, damn worried. 

Farewell dinner - Rachel

 

A RM that I have worked with for the past years - a very nice and sweet lady.  Started as a fresh graduate, taking on the heavy group, had many many late nights learning and coping. But still, she looks fresh and smiley everyday. 

As much as I was cold and unfriendly to her, she was still warming up to me, getting to know me and etc.  We had a lot of conversations, not just about work… 

I thought she will be another GL or KM.. But she chose another path.  Anyways good for her, and I am sure she can make it anywhere she goes.  Good luck girl! 

Ghim Moh Market

Some of my favourites at Ghim Moh market…

Really love all these hawker food