back to office.. work usual piling up and getting more bored.. thought of the two girls leaving soon, makes me more sian also.. cos we would be shorthanded again.. arghh..

the webby is almost done.. happy... but i also feel guilty lar.. cos i didnt do much work also.. they like so busy editing the images, thinking of the web layout, searching for scripts blah... but im like, sitting there doing nothing.... sigh... worse thing is that someone thinks im good at web designing.. but i'm not! my knowledge is only half pail of water lor.... or rather one quarter full only....

suddenly feel so useless lor.. as if i can't succeed in anything... work performance has been average or poor recently... everything i do seems half here half there.... nothing is complete.... or nothing complete is done by me lor....

down.... demoralised... feel like doing something on my own.... to motivate myself..to make myself feel useful again.... else i will feel so so useless... sigh....

want to take up new things.. to have new sunshine in my life.. but its you xin mei li lor....