生日快乐。

happy birthday. for some reason, i had already forgotten initially. for some reason, i recalled it suddenly.

i had already given up the idea of giving him a birthday card or sending him email to wish him happy birthday.. but who have thought that things just happen, no reason nothing, it just happened..

11.30pm. i heard my phone ringing. saw the number, so familiar yet at that moment, i couldn't recall.. and then it stopped.. had vaguely remember that it might be his hse number but couldn't believe that he HAD called me so i went to check my address book.. YES, it was his hse number..

tried so hard to sleep again, kept telling myself that he had dialled the wrong number.. and yet he had to call again at 12.30am.. this time round, i picked up. i really thought he got things to tell me, thought he will tell me that he had missed me all this while, but then.. he asked for another person but not myself.. i told him wrong number and he put down the phone.

i heard his voice.. after so long
i missed him
a short conversation after so long

sigh. wanted to cry but no tears came out. but i lost sleep the whole night.