tue night. i went for massage near chinatown. woo, 3 hrs at 99 bucks!

it was pretty nice! but of cos i felt pain thereafter.. hahaa..
now, i've decided to try some detoxify product and meal replacement and most prob going to a chinese doc to "tiao yang" my body. hehe, but all have to wait till i come back from bangkok and until i finish covering my colleague..

thurs noon. wl and cl treated all the BEs to a lunch buffet at royal plaze on scotts. wooo, buffet! love the sashimi and chocolate fondue. gosh!! went for 4 rounds. simply too tempting!

of cos, after the treat, have to work harder lor. no free lunch in this world ya?

sat nite. attended my cousin wedding at merchant court hotel.

yup, 2 weddings in a row. hahaha!

rem one of my uncle who gotten cancer? saw him, well his face and body was bloated. dun really look like him cos he used to be skinny in the past.. i could feel my heart breaking when i saw him. well i dunno how to describe my feelings but just upset. :(

some things are just predestined. i wonder if it better to live in this world or is it better to live in the "other" world? some sayings state that if one is suffering here, it would be better to let go and go to the other world. some sayings state that it is a actually a torture to come to this world.

i wonder.. what actually happens when one die?

my cousin who is getting married, his dad (my uncle) died of cancer 3 years ago. we were reminded when they were playing this slide show which shows the couple's photos, childhood and dating. suddenly my tears came down when i saw the photo. dunno, just upset and reminded of the pain that he went through.

the rich gets richer. misfortune befalls on the good people. that is whats happening now...

din really slp well yest nite..

fri nite. we attended ed and kc's wedding at goodwood park hotel. its really a nice hotel!! simple outlook design but elegant on the inside.

so called the wedding of the year.. but i think it was something nice to look forward to. everyone was there.. including ex colleagues. i saw huey min. wah, long time since i saw her.. she is pregnant now! so happy for her.. !!

she's still the same. as gentle as she is. soft spoken. hahaha! do miss the times working together with her.

cl drove me and elmo home.. went off without having the dessert.

thurs nite. i feel so moody these days. cos i'm worried abt my mum. i feel so helpless. seeing her walk with difficulty, i cant do anything. can only take her to the doc. at first, she was reluctant to go for x-ray. but now, i think she's okay with it but keep on dragging. i know its not good but what else i can do?

well, if i had a choice, i dun mind taking on all her suffering..

almost cant slp well these few days.. sigh.. i sms 五个字, well, just wanted to let it out to someone. i thought he'll call back, he din..

friday. super busy at office these days. though i am covering jes, but im busy with my own stuff, not hers!! gosh..

he called me in the afternoon. told me that he's sick and sorry for the late call. well, we chatted for awhile, he asked abt my mum, he told me somethings abt the xray and that its common and blah, told me not to be worried..

dunno why.. though the things he told me is the same as what my other friends told me, i just felt better after his call.. felt more relieved.. i just felt better...

public holiday. yeah, no need work!!

yest met shalley, andrew, jp and gf and gaius for dinner. we ate swensens. yummy, ice cream again! hahaha!

wanted to go ktv thereafter but found it expensive so gave up the idea. reached home around 12am.

well i guess the next time we meet would be christmas.. christmas again... another year gone.

tue night. ys passed me my present, shared with nic and lc. something which i've always wanted. so touched! thanks girls!

you've been there for me.. whether i am down or happy. i know it. life is always like that, you will nv know how to cherish certain things until u lose them. one day if u were to leave my life, maybe i'll feel happy for u, maybe i'll feel lost without ur concern for me. life is soo full of uncertainty.

sat night. went to taman jurong for dinner. love the clouds at dinnertime.. cos it can be soo pretty.

thereafter went to hello singtel at west mall. thought of changing my phone. haha! but actually main motive was to go sell my nokia 6280. and guess what, i saw ws at west mall hello singtel. hahaa!

thought he say he wanted to study? hmm.. tried to psycho him for ktv and mahjong but he was damn determined and kept rejecting me. ok lor...

i was queuing at the counter to get a number when i saw him. then, he cut my queue and went ahead first.. kaoz!

i took a number and went home thereafter. cos the queue was simply too long and i hadn't really made up my mind lah.

then.. ws called me around 11pm. i thought he wanted to scold me for not saying goodbye at the singtel shop. in the end, he asked me whats the plan for tonight. i was like... ???? i thought u wanted to study????

then.. ic called him.. and they say mahjong 15 mins later.. !@!#@#$@#$

so they came.. quite late, i think we started at around 12am.. and played till 5am.

ws, as usual, super talkative in the begining and super quiet at the end. hahhaa!!

playing with ws can be quite torturing but entertaining at times.

happy birthday to me!!

one year older. mid twenties. oh no! hahaha!

wish that everyone whom i care for remains healthy and happy. willing to scarifice anything in exchange for their good health and happiness.

half day. went shopping. yeah i bought 3 dresses hahaha!
i shall stop spending! but i am still thinking of the nokia 6300 hahaha..

supposed to meet sx in the afternoon and ys at night. but in the end, i din meet the both of them. i was simply tired after the shopping and decided to go home. so i decided not to meet them and go home instead.

busy at work recently.. maybe cos all the work just came at one time. gotto cover jes next week for 2 weeks.. worst!!

this year is a quiet birthday. i need some time for myself.

my birthday wish? i hope my family and friends remain healthy and happy, especially my family. i wish that my parents stay healthy.. always.