sat nite. attended my cousin wedding at merchant court hotel.

yup, 2 weddings in a row. hahaha!

rem one of my uncle who gotten cancer? saw him, well his face and body was bloated. dun really look like him cos he used to be skinny in the past.. i could feel my heart breaking when i saw him. well i dunno how to describe my feelings but just upset. :(

some things are just predestined. i wonder if it better to live in this world or is it better to live in the "other" world? some sayings state that if one is suffering here, it would be better to let go and go to the other world. some sayings state that it is a actually a torture to come to this world.

i wonder.. what actually happens when one die?

my cousin who is getting married, his dad (my uncle) died of cancer 3 years ago. we were reminded when they were playing this slide show which shows the couple's photos, childhood and dating. suddenly my tears came down when i saw the photo. dunno, just upset and reminded of the pain that he went through.

the rich gets richer. misfortune befalls on the good people. that is whats happening now...

din really slp well yest nite..