sunday. wanted to meet dgua on either sat or sun. but i was so afraid that my stomach might act up again so.. i didnt.

my family chaos again. mum wasnt happy that my sister din come back home take care of ah boy on thurs (a public holiday) and friday (my sis did not work on this day)..

and today.. she finally erupted. scold scold scold. throw temper.

my dad. cos he played mj till 5am today. he was trying to get some sleep. got fed up that the house is so noisy that he went out. now i dunno where he is.

i really hate my sister. dunno what is going in her brain. she says she's tired from working. ??!?!@#!@#$@? as if mum is not tired? mother's also old, she's also human, she's working too, she's tired from taking care of ah boy too... !@!#@#$?#$@?#$>

and when she's back, her eyes are glued to the tv. sometimes i feel that it might be better when she's not back. she's in the house, but eyes on tv, not taking care of ah boy, makes us more infuriated when we see her.

and she's stuborn. and she loves to act smart. and she puts the blame on other ppl when things happen.

argh!

i really pity ah boy. he's such a nice boy (at times). but his parents.. sometimes i can only tell him that he must learn to take care of himself. cos when we are out together, i dun see his parents looking after him when he's running around.. gosh, cannot imagine if me and our parents are not ard, i really cannot imagine the scenario.

thats my sunday...
feel so tired at times. e more useless my sister is, e more stress i feel. cannot imagine if one day, i were to leave first, what will happen to my family that i love most? SIGH.