i am happy. ah boy went went for his medical checkup today.
he got an average 3-mths reading of 7.3%! which is good! (the target is between 7 to 7.5)!
the nurse said that i was doing a good job and should continue to do what i am doing now.

hmm.. at least what i am doing now is correct.. *smiles*

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i am upset. i am moody.

everytime i see updates abt him from fb.. its always ppl tag him in photos..
i see them.. i get upset.. or maybe jealous.
he's having fun.. and yet, i hear nothing or no updates from him..

email.. sms.. calls... no, not ever a call.
its shocking to some that we dun ever call each other.. i wonder how i do it..

有时候，我真的觉得我在自作多情。。

i really wonder.. wonder if he questions if i am happy or sad here.. wonder if he questions if i am fine and well here.. these are things i think of abt him everyday. i wonder if he ever miss me.

maybe.. out of sight of is out of mind?

i am moody.. maybe PMS.. :(