my boy has been throwing tantrums recently. 我不要再打针了！！
he said that. he finally said that. i went speechless. i dunno how to answer him. my heart ached.

i know it has been hard on him. actually i am not a good caretaker. i will throw my temper at him if he doesn't listen to me. but i am just worried abt him..

BUT THEn.. how can i expect a 3 yr old kid to understand my worries and the situation that he is in????
sigh.

i talk to him everyday. i tell him the things that he should know abt himself. hoping that one day, he can understand it or make sense out of it..

am i expecting too much? suddenly, i dunno how to handle this.. dunno how to handle him.. he is my darling.

i just need to take a deep breath.. and continue to face this. continue to face him.