took mc/urgent leave. to keep him company. i wonder, would he feel stressed if he feel that i am doing too much things for him?

had korean food for lunch. then we went cathay to watch monsters vs aliens!

yes.. i do keep movie tickets, but not all.. the last time i kept movie tickets was all the movies i watched with my ex..

actually i had things to say that day.. but the words just couldnt come out of my mouth.. i just found it hard to say.. and i hated myself for that..

we walked.. to orchard.. and i am so glad that he liked the orchard central..

and then.. we parted again. and i did not say what i was supposed to say..

i went for my driving.. but it was bad driving.. hit kerb, the car wasnt straight when i parked.. in any case, it was just bad.

i felt .. demoralised.

i needed my answer. and so, i sms. we have the same fears. and the same feelings. i am glad.

seriously when i started asking, i am prepared for whatever answers, whatever that was coming in the future...

i dunno if he is prepared, if he is serious or if he knows what is abt to come..

he is a person.. who have no extreme likes... i dunno how strong is ur feeling for me or how long it will last..