woke up at around 10am plus. we missed breakfast again.

he bought pig trotters with rice for me! yeah!! super yummy! the meat was so soft..

started packing bag. i think i bought alot. he was stunned too, i guess!

slacked. finished watching the movie on tv. then we went out to platinum. it was raining heavily. super scary!

finally bought all the stuff that i was supposed to buy.. phew!

it was sunday already. and i am leaving the next day. i could sense that he was upset. and the rain in the afternoon was like crying for us.

went for dinner near his sch. roadside stall. fried kuay teow and something like 'yong tau fu'.. very spicy soup.. and its yummy!

wanted to go back hotel. but he decided to go for a ride instead. and so we went round and round. suddenly, we got lost. he din know where he was.

but i wasn't worried. i jus felt safe with him. i know he will find his way back. i just know it. most importantly, i trusted him. i trust that he will not let us get lost.

he was holding my hand all the way when he was driving. i could sense that he couldnt bear to see me go. me too, but too bad, we dun have a choice..

back to hotel. i was guilty for what i did. im sorry, dear. i din mean it. i just found it messy. i was afraid that u will get turned off. and so, i din dare to try. im really guilty.

bathed. ate supper and slept.

woke up in the middle of the night again. i asked him if he was angry. he wasn't. but i was still feeling guilty.

sorry dear.