back to work. jes had taken leave for today. had to see if elmo and the rest could help cover my work for half a day.

busy. super busy in the morning. took half day. my stomach was acting up again. diarrhoea in the morning. feeling.. super nausea thereafter. probably i was too nervous?

met him at the mrt station. he was waiting. we went clementi subway for lunch. but i had no appetite. i really wanted to go. but given my state, i knew i wasnt able to eat my meals happily. i would have difficulty.

and so.. i decided not to go. i guess it was rude if i din finish the food on the table, infront of a table of new strangers.

and so.. i decided to send him back to his house. i jus wanted to spend more time with him.

went home on bus 99 myself. i felt super sad on the bus. i dunno why. i cried. i felt i was alone again. and i blamed myself for being so useless. if i was good and well, i could acc him to the dinner.

reached home. rested. took my dinner.

i wanted to see him.. badly.

he called. at 9+. he had finished his dinner. i wanted to meet him. just wanted to meet him.

met him at harbourfront. realised he lost his wallet when we were abt to board the bus.

backtracked all the way back.. to find the missing wallet. but hmm couldnt be found. the wallet is of sentimental value to him. i was hoping he could retrieve that.. hmm..

went to hort park. its really a long pathway. we gave up halfway.

took cab home. it was late. and he is to go back e next day....