dinner at hey hey hotpot! it was a birthday celebration for vincent as well. gaius was there, and so, we had lots of fun..

and ya! we managed to sell off all our bears yesterday! yeah.. so happy.
so excited.. when we do the costing next week, we will be able to know how much funds exactly we have raised for charity! ho ho!!

my kneecap's hurting again.

he's excited abt meeting me again.
me too! happy, excited. i just cannot contain my happiness this week, whether at work or at home.
*SMILES

he told me he's going for the camp again.
sigh.. again. its another few nights of silence.. no-news from him days..
:(
but does he really know the real reason of me being upset? i just hate those days where i dun hear from him at all.. i dun mind an email, a sms or even a 15 mins msn chat..

it is never my intention to purposely dampen the happy conversation or to be upset or even to make him upset or unhappy.. but i jus wanted to voice out, i needed to voice out.

im so afraid that if i continue to do that, he will stop from telling me things or telling me the truth in future.. and by keeping the truth from me, its gonna make things worse..

its not that he's the cause of my unhappiness or he is always making me upset.
he got it all wrong.


even if i feel lonely, or how much i cry for him.. e amount of happiness that i felt over these few months.. overrides everything.
and its probably the happiest of me, e most 幸福的日子 of my life。。