i went to doc today. she gave me vitamins for my hair. dunno if it works.. hmm..

i told him abt it.

did he say he would be with me, no matter what happens? did he say he would be there with me... ?

i think he said that to console me.. to make me less upset.. to make me feel better.. to make me not think so much..

or he scared i cant take it? yes, im scared.. but i rather he dun let it dragg..

i just dun wan him to feel obligated to be with me..

i jus need to let it out.. let my doubts, my thoughts out.. somewhere.