sigh.. countless times we've talking abt that.. countless times i feel upset and angry abt that.. COUNTLESS!

i dunno why.. just cannot control myself.

cant help feeling upset.. when i think of dec.

dec is supposed to be merry christmas.. and a happy new year.. but i dread it coming.

i really dread it. i dread next week coming too. the moment it comes, it will pass, very fast. and thats it. end of it.

and its countdown to dec.

its countdown to lonely days.