i guess he's too busy working or playing to think of me..... :(

Everyone has got their lover's company for xmas... I have a lover but no, he is not available.... Not available to keep me company......

He called me today... But i was in no mood to talk... No mood to do anything... No mood to eat....

He has so many ppl for company.. He doesnt need me.... He doesnt need me.... And yet i am alone... He can spend time with his hua hua cao cao.... Im really tired... Tired of feeling jealous...

I realised... I could get possessive... But im really sick of getting upset over little things like that... But i cant help it...

The thought of him... In his friends' company.... Esp when the friends includes girls... Makes me super upset.... Super upset......