woke up late. din go for breakfast. my mum and ah boy came back. i bathed and got ready to go shopping with them. went to first world.

he finished his exams! finally! but that also meant he's leaving soon. i suggested to chat with him before he left. i realised that was a bad decision.

chatted with him. it was all good. until we talked abt fb.
fb again. i was really sick and tired of getting over fb. yes, he gave me his password. asked me to log into his fb and play his treasure mania. but all i thought was i was afraid to log in, i was afraid to log into his account and see something upset.

de javu. just like i logged into chris email account and saw something that made me upset. it was a phobia. i was really afraid. i told him about it. but he said he had nothing to hide.

he went on and on. and suddenly, i was curious abt his wall, his comments and blah... and so, i went in to see..

well.. alot of people wished him HBD. mostly girls. and i got sick seeing that. worse still, i saw one girl leaving him wishes and ended up with "ai ni". he said that girl was crazy and thats the chinese word she was good at and blah...

i was so upset.. it was something i really din want to see.
i dunno how to describe. may be something minor to some ppl, but for me, i just felt upset and i really disliked the feeling.

i really hated it. i really hated fb. i keep getting upset. i dunno why. i just dun want to see it.

it was either me or him. its either i give up fb and he gives up fb. i really hated it. i dun wan to see it, i dun see, i wont imagine things. once i see it, i will start to imagine.

im sick and tired.. really sick and tired.
feel so moody...