i cant imagine what i am doing now is real..
i cant imagine i am knitting a scarf for him now.. omg..
i cant imagine i actually decide to knit one for him....

find myself.. so silly.
find myself.. so... unbelievable.

one who is never good at sewing, never good at handicrafts.
actually is doing knitting now....

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i think i am overly stressed now.. thats why everything bad is happening.. sigh.. and its affecting my mood.

:(

so moody...