我相信我们之间，越难得就越值得。

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my favourite officer, bernard, got promoted! yeah! i feel so happy for him! congrats!

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i was talking to marina today. as usual, she asked me abt him. she is one success story with long distance relationship. she dated a hongkonger, married him and is now happily married with kids, staying in spore. she told me abt her story. how she dated her husband, how she left her work and mum here to go hongkong. and guess what, she was the only child. and she left her mother alone to go hongkong to be with him. after 5 years in hongkong, they came back to spore cos of their children, better education in spore.

she told me to be brave. to look forward and do what i can now. maybe things will turn out to be good? no point thinking too much now. maybe if i take the step out, it will turn out to be good afterall.

i felt enlightened after listening to her. i thought, maybe i should really do what i want to do..

but then... is it really my call now? is the ball in my court now?