我无法了解。。

I din sleep last night... Cried the whole of last night... My eyes are swollen.

To me, going to school means seeing and interacting with his friends...

And he chose friends over me yesterday, when he finish the bulk of his papers.. Thats how i guage my importance... Thats what making me heartache.

I really cant understand him.. Cant understand his thinking, jus like he'll never understand my thinking.