my weekends are spent cleaning my room.. because my new bed is coming tomorrow!

i still remember my intention of buying the bed.. and i thought of what happened this week. i thought of what i thought through and whether or not if that is what i want.. what i want in future.

he is definitely the guy for me. the happiness and times i had with him is one of a kind. the pain i go through is.. also one of a kind. i have never experienced such happiness before, neither do i experience such pain before.

i cannot answer you if its good or bad.

i really wanted to come to terms with myself, to reach a compromise with him, and not to quarrel with him.
and i am trying very very hard.....