he's starting to compare, starting to feel more jealous..

i like the jealousy part.. but i dun like the comparison part. i like it when he feels jealous, thats where i feel my importance.

i dun feel that man is worth comparing to. afterall, its all in the past, my history and now it is just part of memories. and being a forgetful me, i forgot most what we did in the past, and never wanted to recall back anyway..

i only know and feel now, the present. i know i am happy with him. i know he is trying his very best to make me happy. i know he is a good guy. although we are apart and dun feel each other frequently, but that seems to be a small problem (sometimes). of course i admit, there are times where we need to feel each other badly. the most saddest part is where we have to part.. at the airport.

but then.. i guess, after a year of being together, i guess we have gotten used to the life.

=)