He thought i've chosen the way i wanted, i liked, i preferred.
Its not the way i want, i like or prefer but i've no choice.

I've been controlling my tears for the past 2 days.. There was no way i could find a space for myself to cry.. Nowhere.
I managed to leave them and be on my own. And i cried on the bus. The tears were fast and uncontrollable... Supposed to go to my another nephew's birthday celebration but no, i decided to miss it so that i could go back to my space.....

If i'm selfish enough, hard hearted enough, i would have left them long time ago...
I find myself repeating myself these days.. I think i gotto stop all these. If it doesnt get understood.. I'm leaving it like this.
Goodbye.