I told him today. That i was feeling lonely and tired. He said i was not alone.
I told him i really wanted someone by my side badly. I was really tired, really lonely. And the fact that he couldn't come back and i couldn't go over made it worse...

He cried again at the facts.. He was upset.

Did i make a wrong decision? Did i hurt him? Is he okay now?
Am i wrong.. Again?
Did i just push away the right guy for me?

He's really nice, nice person and nice to me n everything else..
I really hate this kind of ending... Did i just make a wrong decision?

I'm confused.. Troubled.. I don't know if i did it correctly.. I don't know if i made the right decision for myself.
Did i do the right thing?
Or was i lost... N said hurtful things to him....?