I'm really envious when i see other couples...

If you were by my side, we could bring kemp out together.. Really don't like him hanging out with his parents..
If you were by my side, you could help me to discipline kemp.. I won't be so discouraged, like now.
If you were by my side, you could be with me understanding kemp's medical condition. Unlike now, im the only one in charge of his medical condition, deciding what he can eat and cannot eat, the food's carbohydrates count, the dosage of insulin he takes everyday. Stressed sometimes...

We could work hard together, go home for dinner together, dinner cooked by my dad. If not we could go out for dinner, eat buffet or some nice food recommendations or watch movie that is just out.

We could even go JB during weekends.. We could even bring my mum n kemp along. I think if you are with us to JB, my dad will feel more assured.

On weekends we could go exercise together. Then we could spend one day ourselves outside. Be it shopping, walking around, eating or watching movies.. We could do things together.

Then on sundays, we could accompany parents, bring them out for dinner or whatsoever.

We could plan and save up for holidays. We could go taiwan, the place i missed badly. Or even short trip to malaysia. Short or long holidays, near or faraway places, i don't mind as long as we do it together...



Isn't that wonderful?

I guess his dreams may seem more wonderful than all these... But his dreams may not have me in the picture.. I may not be able to hold on for long.