If only..

"Jus finished my presentation. Will b going home now. Need sleep. How u? Still feeling sick? Didn't sleep much for the last few days. Right now in very bad shape. Wish car can drive itself. "

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If only his "How u? Still feeling sick?" came earlier.... If only it came a few days earlier.

But now.. Looking at his email. I feel nothing.

He just feel guilty. Because we quarrelled yesterday and I said to him that he have not asked abt me.
Just out of guilt. And thats why he called me yesterday and emailed me just asking abt me.

No need to feel guilty.. I do not need any sympathy.
The fact that his concern for me din come naturally and it only came after I told him off simply shows 1 thing.



他不是真正关心我。