Something's wrong with my body... But I can't figure out what's wrong....

I am feeling sick... And now more sick than ever.. NobOdy has to bear any resPonsibility.. We should celebrate.. Hopefully.

But that means something else is Very wrong with my body....

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He is only concerned about how much he is being criticised..
I think I know what I want and need now.. If I can live through the bad days myself, then no problem about the good days... Things would be different after this.
There won't be any more promises that I will force him to make. No more asking him to hug me when I cry.