AGAIN

Kemp is sick again.. Vomit, diarrhoea, no appetite for food. After coming back from HK.. I don't know what is happening.. I hope it is nothing serious..
Being paranoid again.
Pains me to see him like this.. I would rather the sick one is me.
God, please don't make things worse for this poor boy, come to me instead.

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And we quarelled again. Nowadays I don't really know why we are quarrelling.
But it is because of his parents again. And because of his forgetfulness again.
I just feel so helpless when it comes to his parents.
They are demanding and yet I am not accommodating. My fault? I don't know, just see no point to be accommodating to his parents when I think his parents are not very nice to him. They do not think for him, do not respect him. I don't know more, just feel that he is not their favourite child.

I really don't want to see anybody bullying him or not be nice to him.
He can be as filial to them as he wants.
FOr me? I just use my gut feeling to feel and do what I think is correct.