This morning, Sean came over to our house to play.. Sean is the son of Lawrence, brother of my brother-in-law.

I realised that my dad loves the crowd.. Even though they were noisy and running and jumping around.. But he seems to enjoy it. Actually he enjoys being a grandpa isn't it?

My own decision will affect him isn't it? Or.. He will be really upset and worried about me if I do stay single? .... I started to have some thoughts..... And its making me have a headache now.