Emo Friday

Feeling real tired.... Not having good sleeps these few days... 

Been having dreams... weird dreams... And last night, I just couldnt sleep.  All despite I took sleeping medicine.  

Tonight... feels like taking double doses... I need good sleep desperately.  

Think Dad is unhappy with me for skipping tmr's family gathering with my aunt family.  But seriously I couldnt care more.... I need rest, need ME time... 

Missing 1 person, an unimportant person dont really matter right?  Unless he is expecting me to be the chaffeur... But I am really tired, seriously lacking good sleep... 

Can I just take a day off?? Sigh

My weekends are almost burnt... Cos he will go out play mahjong and I have to be the one in charge of their dinner and outing.... Sigh. 

Is this.... Burnt out?  Whatever....