Its not what happens to you that determines your happiness, its your attitude that does.

Bad start to my long weekend yesterday. 

Started screaming and losing my temper.  In the end, I went swimming alone.  Walked around alone.  Took a bus ride all the way to Vivo and back.  Just to spend a day out.  The bus was cold, yesterday was raining.  

In the end, I came back with a fever. 

I changed to my 3rd set of aligner yesterday night.  Not too bad, just tight. 

Today.  I could eat rice and noodles. No need to eat porridge the whole day.  Biting will still be painful but I just have to bite slowly.... 

These days have been stressful.  I keep losing temper over small things.  I feel upset.  I feel that I am not able to control things well.  I feel tired, feel burdened.  So many things to worry about yet so little of myself. I dont feel happy but the only person who can cheer up me is myself. 

Contradicting. I do read things that are enlightening.  Yes, it does makes me enlightened for a while but somehow it doesnt lasts long.  Problematic.