Dont complain too much!

My stomach’s not feeling well since yesterday.  

I couldnt really sleep last night.  Was waiting for messages.  

I haven taken day off like this in a long while.  Was too tired this morning, so decided to skip work.  

最熟悉的陌生人

Finally..... Reopened

Toa Payoh Lorong 1.  

My favourite carrot cake.  

The hawker centre finally reopened after dunno-how-many months of renovation.  

Back to satisfy my craving.  

The hardest thing about being alone

Is to eat outside alone. 

Especially in crowded areas.  

But if I am in a place where no one knows me, then It wont be so awkward.  

Its just the fear of bumping into someone who knows you. 

下雨的假日

Yesterday went KTV with Shi Lin after work.  We booked quite last minute, only managed to get a room at 10.30pm.  Sang till 1am plus.  Only managed to sleep at 3am plus.  

This morning was raining.  What a day to sleep in.  Woke up quite early but slacked in bed.  But still, managed to pull myself out of bed and went out.  As usual, went for Yoga and walking on the treadmill - no swimming cos the weather was colddd... 

I am glad that I signed up for the FF membership.  Its like a place I can go to when I dont want to stay at home.  A place away from the crowded shopping place.  

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I hope I can really execute the decision that I have made.  Big decision and its going to affect all family members.  Something I hope I wont regret, this decision I hope I can get all the support I need.  

I need people to tell me, Yes, you are making the right decision.  

My new Fav at Mac

Rainy Sunday

Its a rainy Sunday afternoon.  But exercise still goes on... 

Looking forward to the day where I can have my own house and home.  

今天的我，好想找人讲话。。

可是一向的我，都不想给人带来负担。。

😔😔😔

我跟爸爸说了。终于说了。

不是我想要的反应。

失望。

好像真的没为我想过。。。

我算什么。

如果

人生太多 “如果” 了。

太多事情想 “回到过去” 了。

如果时间可以倒流，如果，如果。。。

可惜没如果。

Disappointment. 

我需要一个可以给我指导的人。 

在我的人生，就是缺少这样的一个人。 

最尊敬的长者就是我的姑妈了。可是不常看到她，也没有跟她说心事的习惯。

好希望我的人生有一个这样的人，可以给我我需要的忠告去面对人生的开心不开心，跌跌撞撞。

难得的自己的星期六

First meal of the day.  Tomorrow bringing Keane to 姑妈家 and so din bring him over today.  

Hardly a Saturday for myself.  Wanted to go library to study for my paper.  But sigh, still decided to go for Yoga class.  Lol.

Thought I might be able to still go library after yoga, but.. tired already.  

National Day

Public holiday.  Rested at home.  

Waked up in the morning - Home Alone.  Nobody was at home except for myself.  The peace and quiet I yearned for.  

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Did nothing today.  Wanted to clear my clothes and shoes, wanted to study.  But... did absolutely nothing.  

A slack day.  Tmr is work again but its Friday.  

Sunday, I will get to see Chocolate.  Looking forward. 

Over Exercise

I think I over exercised.  This morning when I regained my senses, my muscles were all aching.  

My thighs, my arms even my buttocks were and are still aching now.... Omg. Walking with a limp now.... 

Getting to Sit down also pain, getting to stand up also pain.  

I think I was too greedy yesterday.... 1 hour of suspension class, 1 hour of yoga and 1 hour of swimming.  Lol.... 

Exercise - Sense of Satisfaction

Exercised for 3 hours today.  Omg, so tired now, my knees and arms are shaking.... Lol! 

Went for the suspension class today.  It was so tedious!!  The class is before my yoga class, always looked interesting.  And so I decided to try today... But, omg, so tedious!  All the training of biceps, triceps... Nearly killed me.  Haha... 

But at least I tried something new today.  

I think my knees will shake more tmr.... Sigh and Lol... 

八月

August is here.  

时光飞逝。

Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years passed, just like that.  

忙忙碌碌，就这样，日子一天一天的过。

星期一的开始，渴望星期三的到来，然后等待着星期五。

女人啊，结婚了就是黄脸婆，忙忙碌碌为了孩子老公。

没结婚的，不管再成功再漂亮，在社会好像还是一个失败者。

其实，如果可以不管别人的眼光，人生可以很简单快乐。